The emperor is also difficult to be!

Chapter 58

After Chu Huilian left, Su Mo still stood in the courtyard and did not return to the house.Maybe even she herself didn't know how to face Gu Shuning.She knew Gu Shuning's feelings for her, and now she knew that she was a woman, she must be extremely sad and angry.

She didn't want to see Gu Shuning, firstly because she couldn't see Gu Shuning being sad; secondly, because she was afraid that Gu Shuning would look at her, that look of contempt and disgust, she didn't want to see.Even though she is a modern person, she still doesn't mind other people looking at her with colored glasses.

After standing in the courtyard for an unknown amount of time, he let out a long breath and walked into the house.The sky was getting dark gradually, and the temperature outside the house dropped a lot. If you had to stand any longer, you would definitely get sick tomorrow. After careful consideration, Su Mo chose to go back to the house.

Sitting in the room, Gu Shuning seemed to be lost, her eyes were empty.She still couldn't accept this reality, did she fall in love with a woman?Also too ridiculous.But even though she knew that Su Mo was a woman, she still couldn't let go of the reluctance in her heart.Obviously she should be angry and questioned, but for some reason, she couldn't say a word.

Hearing the movement from outside the door, my heart tightened slightly, and my eyes drifted over.Seeing that Su Mo's face was a little pale, his heart tightened again.This person is still so ignorant of pampering and taking care of himself.

Su Mo saw that Gu Shuning was looking at him with complicated expressions in his eyes, he opened his mouth, wanting to explain something, but in the end it turned into a helpless sigh.

"Is there anything you want to ask me?" After thinking about it again and again, he still said it out of his mouth.

Gu Shuning stared at Su Mo dumbly, and after a while, she looked away, lowered her head, and said, "You, are you a woman?" She said softly, with the certainty in her tone, not at all like a question.

"Yeah." Su Mo, who didn't intend to deceive, naturally nodded slightly to admit it.

Gu Shuning didn't raise her lowered head, nor did she continue to ask Su Mo any more.Nothing else matters to her.Why Su Mo is a woman, why she became the emperor of Su, why she disguised herself as a man, all these things are not important to her.All she knew was that Su Mo was a woman, and she fell in love with a woman.

Even though she was unwilling to admit that she loved Su Mo, at this moment, she couldn't lie to herself anymore.She could obviously leave when Su Mo was in such a critical moment.Or make the fact that she is a woman public to the world.But she was not willing, not at all.It seems that my heart has already been filled by this person, and there is no room for others.

Seeing that Gu Shuning didn't speak anymore, nor could he see Gu Shuning's expression at the moment, Su Mo was a little flustered, but he still stopped the urge to lift his feet and hug that person into his arms.

There are some things that you can't do if you want to. Su Mo may be narrow-minded or selfish, but she is not so bad as to break a straight person.This road is not easy to walk, even in modern times such unethical emotions are not accepted by the public, why bother in such feudal and backward ancient times.

A perfect lady like Gu Shuning was the ideal object that ancient men dreamed of.Why did she bother to drag her onto such a path of eternal doom?It's just that the more I want to convince myself, the more I feel sour, my heart is full of sourness.

"Ning'er, I'm sorry." She had a lot to say and wanted to tell her, but the thousand words turned into a deep apology.As an emperor, she as a concubine Shu, they have no way out.From the very beginning, they were destined to be victims of this throne.

Su Mo's heart was sore and uncomfortable, even his chest was oppressed.

Gu Shuning's condition is not better than Su Mo's, and her discomfort may be stronger than Su Mo's.If you are not emotional, you may feel a little awkward after learning the truth, but it will not be as uncomfortable as it is now.But now, she is emotional, so she is really uncomfortable, her heart seems to be torn apart, uncomfortable and painful.

"I want to be alone for a while." Gu Shuning said lightly, when she raised her head, her face showed no emotion at all, like a puppet.

"Okay." Su Mo agreed with some difficulty, and exited the house.

"What should I do with you?" Gu Shuning said to the closed door in a daze.

This incident was always a pain in the hearts of the two of them, and no one could avoid it.

Gu Shuning did not leave Pyongyang, and for the next few days, she basically avoided seeing Su Mo, and even when they met, she greeted him blankly.

Xi'er didn't know what was wrong with her master, but she also knew that something was wrong with Gu Shuning, so she couldn't tell what was wrong.But I can feel that this matter has something to do with Su Mo.

"Miss." Seeing Gu Shuning sitting alone in the room in a daze, with her eyes unfocused, she knew that her master was wandering again.During this period of time, the master and son spent more and more time wandering.

"Hmm..." Gu Shuning came back to her senses leisurely, and responded to Xi'er lightly.

"Miss, what's the matter with you these days, why are you out of your mind, and your appetite has decreased a lot." Xi'er said worriedly.

"Huh? It's okay." Gu Shuning replied without even raising her eyes.

Hearing Gu Shuning's answer, Xi'er almost ran away.This is nothing, what is it?It's just that as a servant, she dared not go beyond even if she was worried.Gu Shuning didn't want to say it, and she couldn't help it.

As for Su Mo, her mind is not on this matter at all, it's not that she doesn't miss Gu Shuning, it's just that there are too many things, she really has no time to care about Gu Shuning.When her life was in danger, she couldn't tolerate any longer love for her son and daughter.Besides, Cuiyun was still in the palace, leaving her alone in the dragon's pool and tiger's lair, she was really worried.

"Your Majesty, it's already the fifth day, don't we really need to go back?" Gao Hao asked softly standing beside Su Mo.

"Not urgent."

How can there be no hurry!Gao Hao deeply understood the profound meaning of the words that the emperor is not in a hurry to kill eunuchs. Although he is not an eunuch, he is more anxious now than an eunuch.

Su Mo is actually not as unhurried as she appears on the surface, she is more anxious than anyone else, but as an emperor, she must not show worry on her face.It has been five days since Chu Huilian left, but there is still no news.The Huns have been dragging Zhang Yi and others' soldiers and horses. As for what Zhang Yi secretly told Zhang Yi to do, I don't know how Zhang Yi did it!

At this moment, Su Mo only felt that one head and two were big, but she still pretended to be deep, and she was really about to suffocate her to death.

"Gao Hao, you send a reliable person to Zhang Yujin's house, tell him to do things according to Li Xiuwei's arrangement, and go to Su Yang's side to let Su Yang know that Li Xiuwei has mobilized the Northwest Army to go I came from the direction of Kyoto, and I will arrive in Kyoto in about 10 days." Su Mo took a deep breath and confessed slightly nervously.

"Okay, I'll do it now." Gao Hao was not afraid of Su Mo's actions being too big, but Su Mo's lack of action.

"Well, let's go." Su Mo's hand on the sleeve clenched a little tighter.Things were far beyond her expectations, the army in the northwest was not included in her calculations.Now, we can only take one step at a time.If the sky is destined to kill her, she can only accept her fate.

"Your Majesty, there is someone outside the mansion asking to see you." The man dressed as a servant trotted up to Su Mo and knelt down.

Su Mo frowned slightly, no one should know that she came to Pyongyang, who would it be if she asked to see her?Full of doubts, he looked at the servant with doubts and said, "Let her in."

After a while, the servant led a person into the yard.

Su Mo took a closer look and narrowed his eyes. It was Su Lin'er. How could she appear here, and she knew her whereabouts.Su Mo's heart is full of vigilance, even if he knows that Su Lin'er loves him, he still doesn't completely trust the person in front of him.

"You go back first." Su Mo said to the servant leading Su Lin'er.

"Yes." Responding, he slowly exited the yard.

"How do you know I'm in Pyongyang?" Su Mo's tone was cold, without the slightest hint of joy.

Su Liner's heart twitched suddenly when she heard Su Mo's tone.She overestimated herself, and also overestimated Su Mo's feelings for her. It turned out that she was so afraid of herself.

She didn't know how heartbroken she was when she learned of her death, and she wished she could just let her go.She was stopped by her master, but she still stayed up all day and night without dripping water. Later, the master couldn't stand it anymore, so he told him the news that she was alive, and he rushed to Pyongyang without stopping.She didn't expect that she would look like this when she saw herself.She probably didn't want to see her at all.

Su Lin'er felt that her heart was being cut piece by piece, and she was suffocated by the pain.

Looking at Su Mo with a pale face, he was speechless for a while.

The author has something to say: Well... I've been very busy recently, I really don't have time to type~

Alas... It's a miracle to be able to keep changing every two days. It's not like when I was in school, but now I have to support myself.