Shoot a shot in your heart [e-sports]

Chapter 110

Zheng Honglin stood alone by the window in the stairwell, smoking one cigarette after another, until the pack of cigarettes was exhausted.

ALS is a terminal disease for which there is no cure.

The experts knew the particularity of Bai Fei's e-sports profession, and they were worried that Bai Fei would not be able to accept this cruel fact, so they decided to tell Zheng Honglin first. The experts don't tell Bai Fei's condition first.

Wait at least a little longer.

The experts promised Zheng Honglin that he could hide it for a while, but they still suggested that he tell Bai Fei earlier, but the treatment will still be treated as frostbite, and they can only help Bai Fei alleviate and control the disease, and prolong his life as much as possible.

Zheng Honglin looked out the window with red eyes at the bright moon, stars and tall buildings.

The mind is blank and the mind is in a state of confusion.

Although I really don't want to face it, Bai Fei's incurable disease means that his career has come to an end, but this is not simply a matter of whether he can continue to play professionally, but a matter of Bai Fei's life.

Why did Bai Fei encounter such a thing?

Bai Fei loves e-sports so much, how should he tell Bai Fei...

He didn't dare to tell Bai Fei's parents, he was afraid that the old man would not be able to bear it.

After an unknown amount of time, Zheng Honglin slowly returned to the ward.

He pushed open the door and saw three other people sitting on the sofa, while Bai Fei lay lifeless on the hospital bed, looking as if his life was hopeless. Fortunately, they didn't know what the nurse asked him to do, otherwise he would I really don't know how to face Bai Fei, and what should they do next...

The atmosphere in the ward was extremely depressing and gloomy.

Zhuang Wenchao asked, "Old Zheng, what did the nurse tell you to go out for?"

"Oh, nothing," Zheng Honglin walked in and said casually, "The nurse told me that Ah Fei is doing well now, and told us not to worry too much."

Zhuang Wenchao: "Then why did you come back so late?"

Zheng Honglin pulled out his chair and sat down, "Isn't smoking not allowed in the hospital? Just now I was addicted to cigarettes, so I went to the window in the stairwell to smoke a few cigarettes."

Zhuang Wenchao didn't speak.

Zheng Honglin did have a very strong smell of smoke on his body.

I smelled it as soon as I entered the ward.

After being silent for a while, Zhuang Wenchao looked at the pale Bai Fei with distress.

Bai Fei's lifeless look doesn't have the slightest sunshine and high spirits in his usual life. To be honest, he is really sad to see Bai Fei in this state.

, but could only sigh helplessly: "I don't know what happened to the test results."

Zheng Honglin said calmly, "It's been so long, I should come out soon."

Zhuang Wenchao: "A Fei."

Bai Fei remained silent and did nothing, not even raising his eyelids.

"Don't worry too much," Zhuang Wenchao said, "Can't you move your right hand now? It will be fine when the test results come out."

In an instant, Bai Fei's dull eyes became even more obscure.

He knows exactly what his body is like.

Although his right hand can already move, he can feel that both hands are slowly becoming weaker and stiffer.

Even the whole body began to become more and more wrong.

He felt as if he was gradually losing control of his body.

"Don't talk about this now, let Ah Fei be quiet for a while," Zheng Honglin suddenly got up and walked to the bed and looked down at Bai Fei, "A Fei, it's late now, we'll go back first, you have a good rest, we Come see you tomorrow."

Bai Fei remained silent.

"Old Zheng," Jin Yang said suddenly, "Go back."

He looked at Bai Fei, "I'll stay here with Ah Fei."

Zhuang Wenchao continued, "Then I will stay here with Ah Fei."

After finishing speaking, he looked at the silent Xing Feng, and said, "Fengshen, you can go back with Lao Zheng. The captain and I are here to guard A Fei."

Xing Feng raised his eyes slightly, and said lightly: "No need."

All three of them wanted to stay and guard Bai Fei.

"The team still has some things to deal with," Zheng Honglin said, "You all go back with me today, tomorrow you want to stay here and watch A Fei."

Hearing what Zheng Honglin said, they had no choice but to go back with Zheng Honglin.

When he left, he asked the nurse to take good care of Bai Fei.

They were very relieved when Bai Fei was in the hospital.

In a blink of an eye, Bai Fei was the only one left in the terribly quiet ward.

Bai Fei was lying on the hospital bed motionless looking at the ceiling, his brows were gradually wrinkled as if he was thinking about something, tears suddenly fell from the corner of his eyes and wet the pillow, he could no longer restrain his despair and collapse, his heart throbbed crazily.

He knew that this accident had brought immeasurable losses and troubles to his teammates and the entire ATC team. Although his teammates didn't blame him, he hated himself for hurting his teammates, hating himself for being powerless, and why he got sick.

If there was nothing wrong with his body, the test results would have come out long ago.

he does not know

He didn't even dare to think about how long it would take him to recover, let alone whether his physical condition would allow him to continue playing professionally.

Not being able to play professionally is more painful than death.

It was already twelve o'clock in the morning when Xing Feng and the others arrived at the team base. The lights were on in the training room on the first floor. Dare to slack off.

On the second floor, Zheng Honglin led them directly to the meeting room.

Push open the door and turn on the light.

"Old Zheng," Zhuang Wenchao walked in, "Why did you ask us to come back?"

Zheng Honglin said calmly, "Sit down first."

The three of them sat down, and their eyes were all on Zheng Honglin.

"Next, I want to tell you a very important thing," Zheng Honglin tried to restrain his emotions, "Please be mentally prepared to accept this fact."

Zhuang Wenchao: "What needs us to be mentally prepared?"

Jin Yang thought for a while, and then asked, "About Ah Fei?"

Hearing this, Xing Feng glanced at Jin Yang, pursed his lips and said nothing.

"A Fei's examination results have actually come out, but I didn't dare to tell A Fei, nor did I dare to tell you in front of A Fei." Zheng Honglin took a deep breath and his voice was a little choked up, "The doctor said that A Fei... A Fei suffered from ALS .”

The three of them were shocked together.

"What... what..." Zhuang Wenchao's eyes widened, "Asymptomatic frostbite?"

Xing Feng's heart trembled when she heard the word ALS. Of course she knew that ALS was a terminal illness, but she never expected such a result.

Jin Yang asked in disbelief: "Has the doctor diagnosed it yet?"

Zheng Honglin nodded with red eyes holding back tears, "You guys know better than me what the consequences of A Fei's ALS are. His physical condition is not optimistic, and he can no longer continue to play games, and he can no longer be a professional e-sports player. "

"His career ... has come to an end."

His voice trembled as he spoke the last sentence.

come to an end...

In an instant, Zhuang Wenchao's tears fell directly.

"There is only one month left in the Asian Invitational Tournament, and the time is imminent. A Fei can't continue the following training. After the training, I will directly transfer Li Chongming to the first team and let Li Chongming replace A Fei." Zheng Honglin wiped away his tears, his voice stopped Trembling, "I hope you all accept the fact that A Fei is going to leave and retire."

Zhuang Wenchao couldn't help crying after hearing this.

The always calm Jin

Yang couldn't help crying.

Xing Feng also blushed.

"I will arrange A Fei's retirement ceremony after the Asian Invitational Tournament," Zheng Honglin continued, "I hope you will keep your mind steady and train hard. During the last period of A Fei's service, I hope you will win the last match for him." game."

He paused and continued, "This is the last chance."

"A Fei's last chance to win the championship when he was playing."

The reason why Zheng Honglin chose to tell them was because Bai Fei couldn't continue to play the game when he was diagnosed with ALS. do it.

To put it bluntly, Bai Fei has become a useless person.

He must be responsible for the entire team.

Anyway, sooner or later they will know that Bai Fei will not be able to return to the arena, so it is better to tell them earlier so that they can get over the pain of losing Bai Fei earlier.

It's just that they didn't expect Bai Fei to retire in such an aggrieved way.

Global Invitational...

It turned out to be the last time they played together...

The next day they went to the hospital to meet Bai Fei as usual.

They didn't want to go because they didn't know how to face Bai Fei, who was young and vigorous, but his life was already counting down, but they were afraid that Bai Fei would become suspicious, so they went to the hospital to guard Bai Fei.

Everyone acted like nothing happened.

As everyone knows, everyone is crying for Bai Fei.

Although Bai Fei didn't know yet, he had vaguely sensed something, because everyone's face was heavy, and Zhuang Wenchao no longer comforted him by saying that his body was definitely fine, he felt that they seemed to know something.

He didn't dare to ask, so he ignored it.

night.

Luo Yue was worried about Xing Feng for three days, and also worried about Bai Fei, so she went to the hospital to visit Bai Fei. Bai Fei's condition was very bad, his eyes had lost light, and he was not at all like the sunny, handsome and energetic look she had seen before.

Although she and Bai Fei have only known each other not long ago.

But seeing Bai Fei like this, she really felt distressed.

When Xing Feng hugged her to sleep at night, he told her very sadly that they had lost Bai Fei, and Xing Feng told her that Bai Fei had been diagnosed with ALS.

Only then did she realize that it wasn't because the test results hadn't come out yet.

But they all kept it from Bai Fei, even the doctors and nurses.

In the middle of the night, Bai Fei couldn't sleep

Wanting to go out for a walk, he glanced at Zhuang Wenchao who was already asleep on the accompanying bed, then got off the bed lightly and left the ward. His body seemed to be fine and everything was not good. Strangely, he didn't Telling his parents that he was sick and hospitalized, he was afraid they would be upset.

The lights in the corridors are dim.

Bai Fei walked slowly towards the nurse's station.

There was a voice, as if two nurses were talking.

"Oh, the patient in ward 37 is really pitiful," said nurse A, "everyone pretended not to know about his illness in order to hide it, it's really pitiful..."

Hearing this, Bai Fei stopped in his tracks. He is a patient living in Ward 37. Why is he concealing his illness?Have the test results come out?

He quietly eavesdropped against the wall.

"How did he suffer from that disease at such a young age?" Nurse B said, "What do you think he will do in the future? What will his parents do? Sigh..."

"Isn't it?" Nurse A sighed, "I heard that he is a professional e-sports player, if he knew that he had ALS, he would probably be... oh..."

……

In a lonely corridor.

A lonely figure was walking in the corridor with heavy steps, his shoulders were shaking violently, and tears dripping down the ground were like ashes, and the darkness gradually swallowed him and merged with him until he disappeared completely.

Zhuang Wenchao woke up the next day and did not see Bai Fei in the ward.

I searched around in the hospital but couldn't find Bai Fei.

Bai Fei disappeared.

The author has something to say: Ah Fei, thank you.