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"I feel a little unwell, like last time, okay?"
Su Xiyue's tone carried a plea.
"Last time?"
Gu Qing still couldn't figure it out.
Could it be that the "last time" Su Xiyue mentioned refers to the head massage she received at the hotel during the college entrance examination?
But isn't that what we're already doing now?
"that is……"
Su Xiyue thought for a moment, then gritted her teeth and suddenly grabbed Gu Qing's hand, placing it on her chest.
Even through the clothes, Gu Qing could feel its softness and tenderness.
He already knew what the girl meant by "last time".
After a long silence, Gu Qing sighed, "Then I'll turn off the lights first..."
After the lights went out, the two people alone in the room seemed to be back to that typhoon night.
An ambiguous atmosphere permeated the air.
Gu Qing's palm began to slowly exert force.
He felt resistant because he always felt like he was molesting a little girl.
After all, his mental age is old enough to be Su Xiyue's father.
But at the same time, there was also expectation and longing in my heart.
He was not a saint without desires; his body was at an age where he longed for the opposite sex.
Su Xiyue is undoubtedly a beautiful girl.
Is it not a test and torment to be so unguarded towards him?
However, some things, once done, cannot be undone.
The already complicated relationship became even more tangled.
As Gu Qing exerted force with her hands, her heart was already surging with emotion.
A blush inevitably crept onto his cheeks.
The body quickly began to react.
Gu Qing had no choice but to cross her legs to hide her unusual behavior.
Meanwhile, Su Xiyue had already begun her actions.
A moment later, accompanied by rapid breathing, Su Xiyue gasped, "Gu...Gu Qing..."
Gu Qing did not speak.
At this moment, he didn't know what to say or do; he only felt that his mental world was in complete chaos.
Suddenly, Su Xiyue grabbed one of Gu Qing's hands.
Gu Qing shuddered, and the next moment she felt her hand being slowly pulled downwards...
……
The next day.
Gu Qing was not woken up by Gu Yuan until noon.
After washing up, I went downstairs, where a meal was already prepared on the dining table.
Su Xiyue was already seated, and when she saw Gu Qing, her eyes went straight to him.
His gaze was filled with fervor.
Gu Qing involuntarily looked away and began to eat in silence.
Gu Yuan looked at Gu Qing strangely and asked, "Qingqing, what's wrong? Is the food not to your liking?"
Gu Yuan made lunch today.
Although it wasn't as lavish and delicious as Gu Qing's, it wasn't so bad that it was hard to swallow.
"It's nothing, I just woke up."
Gu Qing shook her head.
He was just confused.
Having lived two lives, he thought he had long since dispelled his confusion and had a clear direction in everything he did.
Whether it's studying or his future life and work, he can find clear goals.
Even without a specific goal, there is still a general direction to guide you.
But what happened that night left him completely bewildered.
He was confused about his relationship and position with Su Xiyue, which was completely unclear.
What exactly are he and she?
147. The girl's offensive grew increasingly fierce.
Afternoon 4: 15
At the entrance of the high-speed rail station, Gu Qing and Su Xiyue waved goodbye to Gu Yuan and Su Changqin.
If nothing unexpected happens, the next time the family of four can reunite may not be until the New Year's Day holiday, or even longer.
The suitcases went through security one by one. Compared to the return trip, I brought more things back to Nanjing this time.
Besides a small amount of autumn clothes, Gu Qing and Su Xiyue also packed some local specialties from Luocheng to bring to their classmates or roommates at school.
Afternoon 5: 00
Gu Qing and Su Xiyue boarded the high-speed train.
After finding their seats, Gu Qing sat down by the window, while Su Xiyue placed their suitcases on the train's luggage rack.
Su Xiyue is now much taller than Gu Qing, and at nearly 1.8 meters tall, she has a pair of perfectly proportioned long legs.
Even when wearing a knee-length skirt, only half of it is visible, a glimpse of beauty can still be seen.
The once somewhat naive young girl is evolving into a tall and mature woman.
Although her pretty face still showed signs of immaturity, the beginnings of her future were already visible.
After the train started moving, Gu Qing rested her face on her hand and looked out the window at the receding scenery.
His expression held a hint of reminiscence and confusion.
Last night's events were not just a fleeting dream; they completely threw him into disarray.
If a girl's bold behavior can be explained by things like liking someone, being unable to control herself, or the heat of puberty, then Gu Qing's inexplicable cooperation completely deviates from his long-held self-concept.
Gu Qing is analyzing himself, but this requires both wisdom and courage.
What exactly made him indulge Su Xiyue to such an extent?
Or perhaps... this is his indulgence towards himself?
Gu Qing believes the latter is the real answer.
For so long, spending every day with Su Xiyue, a beautiful and youthful girl in his eyes, it would be a lie to say he felt nothing.
The girl's innocent charm, her silly laughter, her companionship...
Gu Qing was used to the girl walking on his outside, used to her pushing his luggage and carrying his things, and even used to her washing his feet and socks...
The barriers he built are rapidly crumbling in these small details.
Therefore, it's more accurate to say that Gu Qing himself was indulging himself rather than indulging Su Xiyue.
Su Xiyue wanted to take advantage of Gu Qing and get close to him.
Faced with such a beautiful girl who wanted to get close to him every day, how could Gu Qing not feel his heart flutter?
However, he considered things more and struggled more, making it impossible for him to be as unstoppable as Su Xiyue.
But Gu Qing was also longing for it!
The longing for youth, the longing for love, the longing for sex—all of these exist.
He was neither without desires nor entirely rational.
He was ultimately just an ordinary man who had lived a few years longer than expected.
There may be some unusual experiences and insights, but ultimately it's nothing special.
He didn't achieve anything great, and although he may have experienced some spiritual hardships, they didn't reach the point where his soul could ascend and evolve.
It's just more resilience, more thought, and more rationality, nothing more.
The hand that rested on her cheek seemed to still retain the warmth and lingering scent of the girl.
It's time to re-examine his relationship with the girl.