Living in a Siheyuan

Chapter 173 Past

Lying on Li Ping'an's chest, Yu Haitang said sweetly: "Brother-in-law, you don't know. Ever since you came to my house, I have fallen in love with you."

"At that time, I saw how handsome you were, and I really liked talking to you. Every time you came to my house and brought me delicious food, I was very happy."

"I was still young at that time and didn't know what love was. I just simply liked being with you, liked listening to you talk, and liked seeing your confident look."

"Every move you make seems so charming to me. I often dream of you taking me out to play."

"As I grew up, I realized that this was an abnormal love. I began to be jealous of my sister, but I also envied her very much. I envied her for being able to be with you every day and for being able to give birth to your children."

"Every time I saw you two being intimate together, I felt a little uncomfortable. Later I began to avoid you and didn't dare to see you. I thought that as long as I didn't see you so often, I would slowly forget about it all."

"You know, the more I avoid you, the more I miss you. During that time, I missed you every day in class, when I ate, and even when I went to bed at night, I dreamed of you."

"This makes me realize that the more I avoid you, the stronger my love for you becomes."

"Then I approached you secretly. Whenever you came, I would rush to pour you water, wine, and help you. I just hoped to attract your attention."

"Sometimes a smile from you can make me happy for a long time. Whenever I think back on it, my heart is filled with sweetness."

"Until the end, you all left suddenly, which made me feel very lost. At that time, I didn't know when I would see you again. I had no energy to go to school every day."

"I was so happy when you came back. I begged you to take me to your place, but you refused. I was very disappointed at that time."

"But when my sister finally agreed to my request, I was so happy. I don't ask for anything, I just want to stay by your side quietly and see you often."

"After graduation, the school and the neighborhood office arranged a job for me. But I didn't go, so I waited for you and my sister to pick me up."

"I have been waiting for more than half a year, with hope and disappointment again and again. You don't know how many times I cried secretly in my bed in the middle of the night."

Speaking of this, Yu Haitang couldn't help but shed tears again.

Li Pingan stroked her hair and said, "I'm sorry, Haitang. They were busy back then, and we thought you had graduated and grown up. You wouldn't think about your past with us anymore, so we didn't come back."

Yu Haitang wiped her tears, shook her head and said, "I don't blame you, brother-in-law. I just feel so stupid."

"Finally, I couldn't stand the pressure from my family anymore, so I had to ask my classmates to introduce me to a job at a steel mill."

"That's it. I gave him the opportunity. He started to pursue me relentlessly. And it caused a sensation in the whole factory."

"Under this kind of pressure, I had no choice but to agree to go everywhere with him. That's how we dated for three or four years."

"No matter how good he is to me or what gifts he gives me, I can never let you go. You are all I think about every day and every night."

"I often tell myself that it's impossible for us. But I just can't let you go. I feel like no one can compare to you."

"It was not until he was expelled because of his uncle that I finally found an excuse to break off relations with him. Many people said behind my back that I was ungrateful and vain. I knew all of this."

"But I didn't make any excuses, because only I know that the person I love is always you. No one else can enter my heart."

"I hid here, one reason was to avoid my family's pressure to get married, and more importantly, I could feel your presence here. When I lie on the bed, I would think of this place where you used to lie. I would sleep very soundly."

"What I didn't expect was that you came back alone this time. You don't know, the moment I saw you, I thought I was dreaming."

"These past two days, I've been looking forward to getting off work as soon as I get to work. I want to eat and chat with you like a normal couple. Seeing you eat the food I cooked makes me feel especially happy."

"Brother-in-law, thank you for letting me tell you the secret that has been weighing on my heart for so many years. It was not until today that I felt how worthwhile my wait was."

As she spoke, Yu Haitang hugged Li Pingan tightly, as if she wanted to merge herself into his body.

Li Pingan was particularly moved after hearing about Yu Haitang's feelings for him over the years.

This is a girl who is blinded by love, and I am basically everything to her.

You can call her love-brained or shameless. After all, the sister-in-law likes her brother-in-law, and no one will forgive her if she tells others about it.

But her love was so firm that one could only say that she fell in love with someone she shouldn't have loved.

The more Li Ping'an felt Yu Haitang's affection, the more he didn't know how to deal with the matter.

It's impossible to say that I don't feel anything at all.

Even though he didn't know it before, Li Pingan was very moved after hearing Yu Haitang say so much.

He touched Yu Haitang's hair and said, "Haitang, I really don't know what you said. I have always regarded you as a little sister who has not grown up."

"I felt really guilty about this. But after listening to you, I realized how deep your feelings for me are."

"But you also know that things between us are really hard to handle. I'm afraid your sister and your family will have a hard time accepting our relationship."

"I understand..." Yu Haitang's eyes dimmed, "I understand everything, brother-in-law. In fact, I haven't thought about what to do. I just want to say these words. You don't have to feel any psychological burden. I am still your sister."

Li Pingan looked at Yu Haitang with mixed feelings. He knew that his feelings for Haitang were not without ripples, but the various restrictions of reality made it difficult for him to respond to this deep affection easily.

"Haitang, let's... put this matter aside for now. Perhaps time will tell us the answer." Li Pingan said with difficulty, "The most important thing now is for us to calm down and think carefully about how to proceed in the future."

Yu Haitang nodded slightly. Although there were still tears in her eyes, she still tried to force a smile. "Well, I understand, brother-in-law. Anyway, thank you for listening to me."

The room fell silent for a moment, and both of them were immersed in their own thoughts. They didn't know what the future would be like, but at least at this moment, they understood each other's feelings.

Yu Haitang saw that Li Pingan was deep in thought. She didn't want to put any pressure on Li Pingan, so she said, "Brother-in-law, are you hungry? I'll go cook for you."

Li Pingan looked at Yu Haitang's tired look, patted her buttocks, and said with a smile: "I'll do it, you lie down and take a rest. I'll make you something delicious."

Yu Haitang particularly likes Li Pingan's intimate actions.

She smiled and nodded, saying, "Then I'll wait to eat the delicious food you cook. You haven't cooked a meal specifically for me yet."

After saying that, she coquettishly touched Li Ping'an's restless place.

This stimulated Li Pingan so much that he almost couldn't hold back anymore.

Li Pingan looked at Yu Haitang who was laughing secretly under the quilt. He said unhappily, "I think you have forgotten how to beg for mercy just now. If you do this again next time, I will teach you a lesson."

After saying that, he got up, put on his clothes, and went out to wash.

Yu Haitang hid in the bed and heard Li Pingan had gone out. Then he slowly poked his head out.

Thinking about her bold behavior just now, she suddenly felt shy again.

I don't know why, but I just like to tease Li Pingan. I like to see him helpless.

The more I thought about it, the funnier it became. I lay alone on the bed, the corners of my mouth constantly rising.

Li Ping'an was in the kitchen, cooking a meal that was neither breakfast nor lunch.

Although he made a few simple dishes, he added space spirit fluid to each dish, which made each dish full of fragrance.

When Li Ping'an went to call Yu Haitang, Yu Haitang stayed in bed and refused to come out. She even stretched out her hands and asked Li Ping'an to hold her to go to dinner.

Which man could have the heart to refuse such an erotic scene? Li Pingan certainly would not refuse.

So, the two of them ate from midday until dark.

The main reason is that I just ate for a while and need to exercise. After the exercise, I feel hungry again.

Li Pingan and Yu Haitang didn't get much rest that whole day.

Li Pingan forgot that he had originally planned to leave today, and Yu Haitang didn't care whether he would be scolded by his leader when he went to the factory tomorrow.

At night, the two went to the kitchen to cook dinner together. This time, they finally had a good meal.

The main reason was that Yu Haitang finally couldn't withstand Li Ping'an's strength and surrendered with the white flag.

At night, Li Pingan hugged Yu Haitang and said, "Haitang, I'm leaving tomorrow. What are your plans?"

Yu Haitang was stunned for a long time after hearing this, and then said, "Brother Ping'an, I don't have any ideas. You have your career, and I won't bother you."

"I said, after today, we will forget what happened today. You are still my brother-in-law, and I am your sister-in-law. We will remain the same as we were before."

"I'm already very happy that you can spend a day with me. I think I've been happy enough in my life. I will live for myself from now on."

"Thank you, Brother Ping An!"

Li Ping'an looked at Yu Haitang, who was so sensible, and didn't know what to say.

He has not figured out a better way to solve this problem yet. He can only wait and see.

Thinking of this, he hugged Yu Haitang tightly again.

Feeling Li Ping'an's guilt, Yu Haitang smiled and said, "It's okay, Brother Ping'an, don't worry. Don't think about these things anymore. No matter what, we have each other."

After saying that, Yu Haitang gave Li Pingan another evil smile.

Li Pingan couldn't help but experience all these charms deeply once again.