69novels Chapter 57 try 1
Chapter 57 try 1
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Met someone I like very much.
Qi Sibai found that when he stared at the line, what he thought of besides Jiang Yusheng... was actually Jiang Yusheng.
The secret heartbeat rang in his ears without anyone knowing it.
Qi Sibai was stunned for a while, and suddenly understood what Xiao J meant.He means, you don't need to think about whether you like boys or not, you just need to decide who you like?but……
The cursor flickers in the input box.
Qi Sibai "but" for a long time, but did not type a complete sentence.Just as he was about to delete the word "but", a new message popped up on the chat interface.
J: [But]
J: [My situation probably doesn't apply to yours]
Qi Sibai paused with his fingertips, and replied to Xiao J's sentence, "I met someone who made you doubt like this."
Cheese: [...sort of]
Cheese: [This doesn't apply? ]
J: [Just doubt? ]
J: [Why are you sure you like this person? ]
Qi Sibai felt that Little J asked a difficult question.
...I like it, don't I just like it.
He racked his brains for a while, and tentatively replied: [I accidentally had some physical contact with him, such as...holding hands]
There are of course many other physical touches.But because other contacts seemed weird to say, and he realized that he really just held Jiang Yusheng's hand the night he liked it, so he chose this one to say.
[The other party is typing...] was always displayed on the chat box, and after a long while, there was no movement again.
Qi Sibai had no choice but to bite the bullet and continue describing shamefully.
Cheese: [I have rarely had such contact with him recently]
Cheese: [But in retrospect, just... the heart still beats fast]
This time, Xiao J responded quickly, and the messages came one after another.
J: [That's it? ]
J: [Accidentally holding hands, are you sure you like him? ]
J: [Maybe your heart beats faster when you hold someone's hand]
J: [It's normal to hold someone's hand casually, regardless of whether it's a boy or a girl, and feel uncomfortable]
Qi Sibai: "..."
……is that so? ?
Although what Xiao J said made sense, he always felt that he and Xiao J were inexplicably out of tune.
In fact, strictly speaking, it is his own words that do not convey his meaning.But what happened between him and Jiang Yuesheng... He was too embarrassed to talk about it, and the details were too subtle, he really didn't know how to talk about it.
Qi Sibai thought for a while, and asked humbly: [Then, how did you determine that you like that person? ]
The chat box was quiet for a while.
J: [I am]
J: [I'm in a dream]
J: [kiss him]
Qi Sibai stared blankly at the message in the dialog box, to be precise, at that word.
He suddenly recalled the night in the wooden dormitory, in the darkness, shoulder to shoulder with Jiang Yuesheng, and he could clearly feel Jiang Yuesheng's warm breath on his cheek.
The mobile phone in his hand was a little hot for a while.
He uncontrollably thought of Jiang Yuesheng's eyebrows, nose, and his light-colored lips at the campfire that night.
At that time, if he got closer, would it be possible...
The next moment, the phone hit the ground with a loud bang.
That voice didn't cover the thunderous "Kai Ke Ke Ke Ke Ke Ke Ke -" in his head, but it shocked Mu Yangcheng who was sleeping on his stomach next to him.
Qi Sibai leaned on the table with one hand, and went down to fish for the phone with the other.The first time I didn't hold it firmly, it slammed back to the ground, and I picked it up the second time.He lay on the table for a while, and then went to read the message that Xiao J sent later.
J: [If you haven't reached this level, don't think about it]
J: [Actually, even if I dreamed that once...it doesn't necessarily mean anything]
Cheese: [...never dreamed about it]
J: [That's good]
J: [No bend, don't worry]
Seeing Xiao J's reply, Qi Sibai hesitated to speak for a moment.For some reason, he inexplicably felt that Little J's attitude was a bit perfunctory and prevarication?
He didn't know how to reply.The phone screen went dark, and after a while, it vibrated again.
J: [There is still more than a month to take the league test, don't think about it now]
J: [Get ready for the competition]
Qi Sibai looked at Xiao J's reply and sighed.
He has prepared well for the competition. At the end of the day, except for eating and sleeping, he is studying the competition.That is, occasionally he would look up at Jiang Yusheng between classes, or when he was eating or on the way home from school, his thoughts would wander for a while.
He replied "um" to Xiao J, lay on the table for another 2 minutes, then stood up, took a piece of draft paper from the corner of the table, and continued to calculate the problem.
After a while, Jiang Yusheng returned to 307.
Almost as soon as Jiang Yusheng entered the classroom, Qi Sibai looked up suspiciously.He saw that Jiang Yuesheng's face was a little wet, and his forehead hair was also stained with water, as if he had washed his face with cold water in the bathroom.
I don't know if it was influenced by Xiao J's words just now, Jiang Yusheng approached all the way, his eyes always drifted to Jiang Yusheng's lips subconsciously.
The more I look at it, the more I feel... soft.
Realizing what was going on in his mind, Qi Sibai felt his blood gradually rushing up, and suddenly he slammed his head on the table, feeling that his whole body was like a boiling kettle, bubbling and bubbling. steaming.
Jiang Yusheng was still in a daze when he walked all the way to the table, but he was suddenly slammed by the sound, and looked at Mu Yangcheng for no reason.
Mu Yangcheng raised his head from his arms with his eyes blindfolded, met Jiang Yusheng's gaze, shrugged, and jokingly said, "This brother may have learned to cry in competition."
As soon as Mu Yangcheng finished speaking, he had a conditioned reflex and hid to the side. He didn't expect that Qi Sibai was still cooling down at the side, and he didn't hear his words at all.
On this day, Jiang Yuesheng was the same as the previous few days. When the bell rang at 09:30, he finished class according to the time and packed his schoolbag.
In fact, for Qi Sibai, going home a little earlier, taking a shower and washing up before continuing to do the quizzes, is much more pleasant than going home late and rushing.
But just like he didn't ask Jiang Yusheng why he stayed at school until eleven o'clock before, he didn't ask him why he left at 09:30 these days.He and Jiang Yusheng put away the things on the table at the same time, and walked slowly all the way home together.
The summer night wind blows on people, warm and fuzzy.Qi Sibai raised his head and looked up at the sky, the night sky was vast and cloudless, dotted with stars.
I don't know what kind of flower is on the side of the road. The fragrance of flowers is strong and tangy, and next to my ears is the sound of another person's footsteps. It is neither light nor heavy, but it makes him feel at ease and satisfied.
When Qi Sibai looked sideways at Jiang Yusheng, he happened to meet Jiang Yusheng's gaze.His eyes darkened, as if he had been looking at Qi Sibai for a long time.
Qi Sibai asked him: "What's wrong?"
Jiang Yusheng came back to his senses in a trance, pulled the corner of his mouth, and said with a light smile: "It's nothing."
"Is there really nothing wrong?" Qi Sibai thought for a while, then asked with a smile: "Why do you feel that you are always in a daze today?"
Jiang Yu paused for a few seconds, as if he suddenly thought of something, he asked unintentionally: "When I went to pick up the water at noon today, I saw Xu Ta went to 307, did you go to find you?"
Qi Sibai was taken aback.
The reason for being stunned was not Xu Ta, but...he and Jiang Yusheng had seldom talked about anything other than the topic recently.He didn't expect that Jiang Yusheng would suddenly mention Xu Ta irrelevantly.
Since the training session, his relationship with Xu Ta has weakened a lot.One is because each of them is very busy in the competition, and the other is that both parties seem to deliberately distance themselves, tacitly avoiding some misunderstandings.
Jiang Yusheng should also be able to see this, so Qi Sibai didn't think that Jiang Yusheng had misunderstood anything, but simply explained to him that Xu Ta was running errands for Teacher Hua Jing to deliver a form to Mr. Chen.
Jiang Yusheng gave a faint "Oh" and changed the subject.
In front of the unit, Qi Sibai didn't ask Jiang Yusheng if he wanted to study together, but smiled and told him to go to bed early, then turned and went home.
Before going to sleep, Qi Sibai finished another set of test questions and summed up the solutions of some test questions he had done in the past two days. He glanced at his phone, it was already 12:30.
After thinking about it, he clicked on Xiao J's chat box.
At noon, he hesitated for a moment after Xiao J's remarks.But half a day later, he was once again extremely convinced.
He likes Jiang Yusheng.
In the evening wind of summer night, the leaves above the head rustled.Even if he just took a look at the young man with sword eyebrows and starry eyes who was walking beside him in black short sleeves, he was filled with joy.
He was just not sure whether he liked boys or not, it had nothing to do with Jiang Yusheng.
Cheese: [J ah]
Cheese: [Is there any other way to determine whether you like the same sex or the opposite sex? ]
Since Xiao J's last suggestion was to have that dream, he only hoped that Xiao J's next answer would not be...just watch that movie.
Qi Sibai thought that it would be like the night before, and he would not get a reply until the next day.I didn't expect that when he returned to his room after washing, there was already a message about Xiao J on WeChat.
J: [Still sure you like that person? ]
Qi Sibai recalled Xiao J's arguments at noon, and felt that it was difficult to prove to him that he liked someone.The ups and downs and chaotic emotions are hard to describe, and it seems that just "like" and "happy and satisfied when I see him" cannot be explained.What's more, everyone's understanding of liking is different.
Cheese: [I might also...not like that person]
Cheese: [It has nothing to do with that person]
Cheese: [I just wanted to ask this question]
Qi Sibai didn't want to argue with Xiao J whether he liked someone or not, so he simply said he didn't like him.But he didn't think about it, he still received a series of bombings from Little J in an instant.
J: [Do you really want to go this way? ]
J: [Isn’t it good to stop the loss in time]
J: [This kind of thing is not fun, nor is it a joke]
J: [Have you thought about what will happen if your family finds out? ]
J: [Have you thought about what will happen if the person you like in the future cannot like the same sex at all? ]
Qi Sibai looked at the messages that popped up in a daze, and somehow felt that Xiao J seemed to be angry.Because he remembered that when he first found out that Xiao J liked boys, he also asked a few more gossips.
But Xiao J is saying "stop the loss in time".
Whether you like boys or not doesn't seem to be a matter that can be stopped in time. As for liking Jiang Yusheng... He tried to stop, but he couldn't stop, and it seemed to be getting worse.
Little J's last words touched Qi Sibai's nerves a bit.
This seemed to be the first time he liked someone.Before, he was confused in determining his liking, and he only cared about the joy and the sadness caused by the alienation of the other party.Haven't had time to think about it yet.
Would Jiang Yusheng like boys?
...probably not.
He looked down at Xiao J's news and twitched the corners of his mouth.How can there be such a coincidence.
but……
Qi Sibai suddenly thought, even if he liked girls, wouldn't girls like him for sure?
For him, it is actually just facing the two results of the person he likes liking him and not liking him.Not much difference.
As for family...
He said to Xiao J: [Actually, I asked my mother once, what would she think if I like boys]
Little J seemed to be shocked by his words, and finally suppressed his emotions, and stopped playing the news.
After a while, I replied to him: [And then]
Qi Sibai laughed a little, and said: [And of course, she taught me a lesson, saying don't make jokes]
A voice suddenly popped over the chat box.
Qi Sibai clicked on it, and heard Xiao J's voice was cold and emotionless, but there was an indescribable smile at the end: "You also know that 'of course' you will be taught a lesson?"
Hearing this tone, it seemed that he laughed angrily.
Qi Sibai thought for a while, and with a hint of coaxing him, replied a voice: "Well, what God taught me is."
J: […]
Cheese: [I have carefully read what you said]
Cheese: [But I'm also serious]
Little J might have been completely pissed off by him, so he changed his voice directly and jumped over a few lines.
Qi Sibai blinked, and before clicking on the voice bar, he paused, then suddenly connected the earphones again, and then started listening.
"seriously?"
Xiao J's familiar yet unfamiliar voice came from the earphones, which was different from the voice he had recently used when discussing topics gently with him.
The voice was lowered, the magnetism in the voice and the deliberately suppressed hoarseness came along with the current, as if Xiao J really leaned close to whisper in his ear.
"I want to know whether I am straight or not, and to what extent can I accept it?"
Qi Sibai's back was numb when he hooked him, and his back went limp for a moment.He frowned imperceptibly, wondering why Xiao J suddenly started speaking in such a deceptive tone again.And it seems to be worse than before.
Although he really likes Xiao J's voice, he vaguely felt that this kind of occasion, which breaks away from the live broadcast platform and has a clear fan identity, and communicates privately like a friend, it seems that it shouldn't be like this...
In the next sentence, Xiao J's voice switched to a clear and indifferent tone, revealing a bit of sleepy laziness at night, "If you really want to know...do you want to try it?"
Qi Sibai was stunned for a moment, and replied: [Try what? ]
Xiao J's cold and indifferent voice continued to ring in his ears: "Well... just now this level seems almost meaningless. I want to say, do you want to imagine my voice as any boy chasing you, or...you Someone you like. See how far you can accept it."
Qi Sibai listened to the voice twice, and tried his best to understand Xiao J's words.
In fact, he felt that the voices of Xiao J and Jiang Yusheng were a bit similar.He didn't make a comparison deliberately, after all, one is the sound around him, and the other is the sound transmitted through the current and modified by different equipment.
He didn't think their voices were similar, but the cold, indifferent texture and deep magnetic sound quality in their voices.The voices of the two of them are the same.
And Xiao J said, imagining his voice as...Jiang Yusheng's.
Qi Sibai vaguely felt that this approach was playing with fire, but still...
Cheese: [OK]
Cheese: [The level just now almost made sense... so what level is appropriate? ]
After 1 minute, a somewhat long voice bar played over there.
Little J's voice changed back to the tone just now, the voice was low and hoarse, with a slight rise in the end, with a bit of a provocative smile.
"If it's a boy you have a crush on, he leans close to your ear, touches your earlobe with his lips, and calls you in a low voice..." The cold voice with a frivolous smile suddenly rang in Qi Sibai's ears back.
Qi Sibai obviously hadn't heard much about what Jiang Yusheng's voice would look like through the headset, but at a certain moment, in a trance, he very aptly imagined that Jiang Yusheng was standing behind him, the warm breath seemed to be absent. fluttered in his ear.
Qi Sibai curled his fingers vigorously, his scalp felt numb, and the beating of his heart was about to burst his eardrums.
The moment before he stretched out his hand to pull the earphones off, there was a low, hoarse, Gu-like and very serious sound in his voice.
"baby."
The phone hit the ground with a loud bang for the third time today.
One of the earphones was ripped off, and the other one slowly let out Xiao J's normal voice: "Just now, is this level acceptable? Will it be disgusting and disgusting?"
Qi Sibai slowly exhaled the breath he had just held for a long time.
What can you accept, can you accept Jiang Yusheng talking to him like this...
Qi Sibai's throat rolled dryly, and he thought to himself... Could there be such a good thing in this world? ?