AWM is yours, you are mine

Chapter 78

Lu Wen and Lu Lin were together to sweep the grave. The younger sister was still young, so she stayed at home and let Chen Cheng watch over her, but she didn't let her follow her.

Luyu's parents were buried together, and they died in a mining accident. They were cremated and only brought back the ashes.

After hanging the paper money and praying, Lu Wen and Lu Lin went back first, leaving space for Lu Yu.

Every year in the past, Luyu would be in a bad mood at this time.

He took the scene in front of him as if his parents were still there, talking to them normally.

Always talking and talking, you will be trapped in negative emotions, and you will not be able to make idioms for a long time.

But now, there is more power in his heart, it seems that as long as he thinks about it, he will have endless courage.

Lu Yu still babbled a lot, about his recent situation, and some interesting things he experienced recently.

After talking about those happy things, the smile on his face fell, and he said in a low voice: "There is one more unhappy thing, that is, grandma is sick. But don't worry, I will take good care of grandma, and she is recovering well now."

"Also... I have someone I like. He is very good. Although I can't be with him, it is the greatest luck to know him."

"Okay, I'll come to see you next time. If you don't have enough money over there, you can entrust it to me in your dreams. I've made a lot of money now!"

Lu Yu gave a final kowtow, stood up and stretched his stiff legs, packed his things and walked back.

For others, this may just be an ordinary New Year, but for him, it has a different meaning.

Lu Yu never knew that just liking someone would make him stronger and bring him unprecedented strength.

For Shi Feng, this is also a special New Year.

They don't go back to the ancestral house very often, and the old man keeps their mother for three days after the Chinese New Year.As for Shi Jingcheng, he was driven back that day with disgust.

After returning from the ancestral house, Shi's mother heard that Shi Feng had a suitor, so she began to question her.

While drinking tea, Shi Jingcheng pretended to be indifferent, but secretly pricked up his ears.

When Shi Feng said that sentence, he knew it would reach his mother's ears, and she was bound to ask.

This was what he had planned early on, after all, he couldn't keep his sexuality a secret.

"There are people who are pursuing." Lu Yu said.

"Really? What kind of person?" Shi's mother happily sat closer, "Is it pretty? No, no, it doesn't matter if a girl is pretty or not. The important thing is to have a good personality and be considerate."

"He is very good, good-looking, good-natured, and very cute." When Shi Feng thought of Lu Yu's appearance, he couldn't help smiling, and his eyes seemed to shine.

When Shi's mother saw him like this, she laughed, "Seeing that you really like him like this, it's exactly the same as when your dad chased me!"

Shi Jingcheng choked, "What are you talking about? You're the one chasing me!"

Shi's mother made a quick glance at Shi Jingcheng, and Shi Jingcheng quickly changed his words: "Yes, yes, I was the one chasing you! Who told you to be so nice, you ran away with someone else if I didn't chase after you!"

Shi Feng watched them bicker, and was not in a hurry to bring the topic back.

On the contrary, Shi's mother was always thinking about "daughter-in-law", and asked Shi Feng, "When will I bring her home to have a look?"

Shi Jingcheng also stared at him, with anticipation that couldn't be hidden.

"I'm afraid you don't like him." Shi Feng said.

Shi's mother waved her hand, "If she is really as good as you said, how can we not like her?"

"He's good in everything, but..." Shi Feng looked at his mother's expectant expression, and suddenly felt that the next words were a little hard to say.

"What is it?" Shi's mother asked.

Shi Feng avoided her gaze, and it was rare for him to hesitate on one matter.

Telling her sexual orientation, the mother will definitely be sad and disappointed.

But since he started pursuing Luyu, sooner or later his relationship with Luyu would be discovered.

He didn't want his parents to get the news that their son was gay from someone else, which would be a bigger blow than him telling them directly.

And his sexual orientation will not change, no matter sooner or later, he must let them know.

……

No matter how many reasons he thinks of to excuse himself, Shi Feng knows in his heart that it is still because of his selfishness.

He not only wants to be with the person he likes, but also hopes to get the support and blessings of his family.

"I can't bring a girl back as you wish." Shi Feng said.

Shi's mother curled the corner of her lower lip stiffly, "What do you mean by that?"

Shi Feng's heart was hardened, and he said, "I like men, I always have."

Bang dong!

The teacup in Shi Jingcheng's hand fell to the ground, rolled around on the carpet, and landed next to the foot of the sofa.

"Are you kidding me, right?" Shi's mother's voice was very soft, with a little desire.

"I'm serious." Shi Feng said.

Snapped!

"Do you know what you're talking about! What's wrong with learning? You imitate others to like men? Do you think this is following the trend? Ah?! You are simply changing, changing..."

Shi's mother didn't say that hurtful word after all, sobbing softly while covering her face.

Shi Feng was beaten so that his face turned to one side, Shi's mother didn't hold back the strength of the slap, and his face soon felt hot.

Seeing his mother's appearance, Shi Feng also felt very uncomfortable.

His mother's crying pierced his heart more directly than that slap.

The only one who was calm was Shi Jingcheng, he had recovered from the shock, and first hugged Shi's mother to comfort him.

Looking at Shi Feng's appearance, he said angrily: "Go to the study and wait, I will take your mother back to the room to rest first."

Shi Feng honestly went to the study and waited, what his father wanted to say to him, whether he would beat him again, these were not what he cared about now.

His mind was filled with the image of his mother shaking her shoulders and crying.

The relationship between the parents is very good. Although Shi Feng used to criticize his father quite a bit, he has always admired his father in one respect.

Being able to pamper his mother for ten years, allowing her to maintain a girlish innocence at this age, and not make her sad, this is what he admires most about his father.

And the mother who had never collapsed in her memory since she was a child, the first time she cried like that was because of him.

Shi Feng felt a slight pain in his heart. It was not his intention to make his mother so sad. For the first time, he regretted it, wondering if he should continue to hide it?

Shi Feng stood in front of the desk, clenched his hands into fists, his palms ached, and even Shi Jingcheng didn't notice when he came in.

Shi Jingcheng walked over and said coldly, "Are you happy to make your mother angry like that?"

Shi Feng didn't speak, even if Shi Jingcheng slapped him, he wouldn't hide.

However, after Shi Jingcheng said this sentence, he didn't speak for a while, and the atmosphere was silent and awkward.

Shi Jingcheng walked back and forth in the study for a few steps, finally sighed, and asked, "You like men, you won't change, and you didn't mean to speak out against me on purpose, did you?"

"Yes." Shi Feng said.

He turned his head to look at Shi Jingcheng, and found that Shi Jingcheng's face was not furious or disgusted as he thought, but heavy fatigue and... worry?

Shi Feng wasn't sure if he was wrong, after all, he had never seen such emotion on Shi Jingcheng's face.

At least towards him, Shi Jingcheng has always been cold and condescending, never showing any weakness.

"I'll only say what I said once today, and you remember it for me." Shi Jingcheng walked up to Shi Feng and stood very close to him.

It was only then that Shi Feng realized that Shi Jingcheng's always straight back had begun to bend, and the tall man who used to stand with him even wanted to look up to him.

"Your mother beat you, do you blame her?" Shi Jingcheng asked.

Before Shi Feng could answer, he continued: "You have no right to blame her. She beat you and she cried like that because of what you said today. It hurt her and me, but you know why she cried Is it like that?"

"Because she is worried, worried that her son will be pointed at and scolded by others when she goes out, worried that you will mess around, worried that you will be cheated by others, and even more worried about you and you... The one who does not have the guarantee of a marriage certificate will break up when he says goodbye." , afraid that you will die alone forever."

Shi Feng's complexion changed, and he opened his mouth, Shi Jingcheng raised his hand to interrupt, "Don't talk, just listen to me."

"Your mother always loves you, and you rely on this to be sure that she will always accept your different sexual orientation. Although it is very unexpected, I want to say that you have the right to choose your lover, after all, spend the rest of your life with you What’s more, he’s not us, but you also have to be prepared to face gossip.”

"Do you think that I'm just an unreasonable old stubborn? No need to refute. You signed the professional team behind our backs, wasn't it because you were afraid that I would disagree after you said it? But did you say it? You ran to talk to me without saying a word. I can't even be angry when someone signed the contract! How long have you been angry with me about this?"

"I won't say anything against you today, but don't think that I will support you. Since you have made a choice, you must have the awareness of responsibility. Even if you regret it one day, it is your own business, your life, after all It's in your hands."

"Dad..." Shi Feng opened his mouth, only to find that his voice was choked with sobs.

At that time, my father spoke a little incoherently, and said whatever he thought of.

He no longer insisted on holding on to his cold shell and exposed his emotions to Shi Feng. At this moment, he was just an ordinary father.

An ordinary father who loves his son.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Shi Feng repeated these words, tears streaming out uncontrollably.

He never thought that his father would say such a thing, he even thought that his father would beat him severely and then drive him out.

Even when he confessed, he subconsciously chose his mother who had a softer temper. He hoped that his mother could help persuade his father.

But when things and developments were completely different from what he thought, he realized how stupid his previous thoughts were!

Although his father did not say it, his proud character did not allow him to say it.

But Shi Feng knew why his father said those words.

They are closely linked by blood, and parents' love for their children seems to be innate.

He used to think that in his father's eyes, apart from his career, there was only his mother, and his son was just a dispensable accessory that could be driven around.

Perhaps a little more useful than ordinary accessories, because he was counted on to inherit the family business.

He was so stupid, self-righteously maintaining the delicate relationship with his father, self-righteously thinking that as long as he maintained the superficial peace and did not make his mother sad.

But why did he never think that his father loved him too, but he never showed it?

Shi Jingcheng's eyes were also a little moist, but as proud as he was, it was definitely impossible for him to cry in front of his son.

He waved his hand and began to chase people away, "Go back to your side quickly! Don't appear in front of your mother to anger her until she calms down!"

When Shi Feng walked to the door, he turned around and walked back, hugging Shi Jingcheng all at once, "Dad, thank you, I love you."

Shi Jingcheng was so overwhelmed by his surprise attack that he didn't know where to put his hands.

He coughed, pretending to be calm and said: "What are you talking about, it's so gross!"

Shi Feng smiled, looking at his father's red ears, the depression in his heart dissipated a lot.

What Shi Jingcheng said to him today was of great significance, and he was extremely grateful that he listened to Lu Yu's words and began to try to communicate with his father.

If it was their previous stiff relationship, even if Shi Jingcheng thought about it, he would never take the initiative to say these words.

Understanding is always mutual, stalemate will only lead to more embarrassing results, not happy endings.

When Shi Feng returned to his place of residence, he couldn't resist taking out his mobile phone and calling Luyu.

It's past eight o'clock in the evening, and Luyu is still broadcasting live.

When I saw the incoming call, my hands shook, and I almost hung up!

He quickly switched to the computer desktop display, and after talking to the fans, he ran to the balcony to answer the phone.

"What's wrong with Brother Feng, is there something to call at this hour?" Lu Yu asked.

During his live broadcast, Shi Feng would not call or send him a message, and usually contact him when he is not live broadcasting.

When he called at this point, Luyu couldn't help worrying if something happened.

When Shi Feng heard Lu Yu's voice, he felt his heart swell with heat.

"It's okay, I just missed you suddenly."

"Is it really all right? If there is something, you can tell me. Although I may not be able to help you, at least I can share it with you."

The phone was quiet for two seconds, and Lu Yu couldn't help but raise his heart.

Immediately afterwards, he heard Shi Feng's voice saying: "Xiaoyu, do you think people are not what we see on the surface, maybe he has another side that you don't know about?"

Hearing what he said, Lu Yu thought that something had happened, and was so worried that she didn't even have time to correct the strange name.

"What's wrong? Have you been deceived by someone?" Lu Yu asked in deliberation.

He thought that Shi Feng might have been cheated by a friend, or... some woman.

Thinking that Shi Feng might have been deceived into his feelings, Lu Yu felt sour and astringent, like a combination of lemon and bitter melon.

"No, it's my parents." Shi Feng said, "I did something that made my mother sad, but my father said something that I never thought of. I thought he would directly beat me up. "

As he spoke, he also laughed.

Hearing that he could still laugh, it proved that it was not a big deal, and Lu Yu immediately breathed a sigh of relief.

Only then did he have the energy to answer his previous question: "In fact, people have many faces. What you see is only the appearance he shows in front of you, but there are many other appearances that he did not show in front of you. of."

"Just like uncle, you said that you didn't have a good relationship with him before. It may be that your inherent thinking has formed a basic impression. You think he is unreasonable, so you don't want to communicate with him. The more this is the case, the relationship between you is getting worse. Poor. On the contrary, if you are willing to talk, watch, and listen, you may find a different side.”

Luyu is not good at communicating with people, especially with strangers.

But he is good at observing and listening, so he can discover many things that others have not discovered.

Many times, the same thing or the same person, if you look at it from another angle, you will find different things.

He didn't know what happened between Shi Feng and his family, but it sounded like it shouldn't be a bad thing.

Shi Feng responded in a low voice: "En."

"You're right. My thoughts were too one-sided before. Fortunately, I have you."

Luyu leaned his head against the wall, and said embarrassedly: "I just said a few words, but I didn't help you."

"No, those words you said are very useful, you are my super airdrop."

"Pfft." Lu Yu was amused by his metaphor.

"Okay, you can continue to live broadcast, and wait for my rehearsal tomorrow." Shi Feng said.

"Okay, goodbye Brother Feng."

"Bye-Bye."

After hanging up the phone, Shi Feng held the hot phone, the smile on his face never faded.

His parents have already passed Minglu, and if he pursues Luyu again, it will be upright and aboveboard, and no one can control him.

But what his father said, telling him not to go back and make his mother angry these few days, is he really afraid that his mother will be sad when he sees him, or does he want to spend more time alone with his mother?

You have to think about it.

The author has something to say: Here is a solution to Brother Feng’s family problems. In fact, it is not just a simple coming out, but also the mutual understanding between Brother Feng and his father.

It was Brother Feng's mistake to sign the contract behind his family's back, which caused the relationship between him and his father to become stiff. Both of them were at fault, one was unwilling to communicate, and the other was unwilling to express, so when one party started to take a step, the other party naturally also began to change

alright!From now on it will be sweet love!

Outline: Isn't there still a knife? [Crazy cover mouth]